midnight sun

happy gile ble tau stephenie meyer nk wat sambungan twilight but this time adalah melalui kacamata edward..tp sayangnya karya dia da di edarkn secara haram so dia decide nk stop the story for a while n x tau

ntah ble akan disambung semula.bc yg chap 1 pun da teruja sbb akhirnya kita tau ape yg edward fikir..i just cant wait d whole story.

rindu..

my dad dah menghembuskn nafasnya yg tákhir on dec 29th 2009.sad..sad..n sad yg x t'kata coz i love him soo much.he is d only father i have in this world n nobody else cud replace his place in my heart.but..spt yg tlh dirncg oleh ALLAH setiap yg hidup itu pasti akan menemui mati.kita haruslah redha menghadapinya wllu ianya t'jd kpd org yg paling kita sayangi..
cuma agaknya kami sekeluarga msh blm dpt melupakan arwah dan masih merasakan kehadirannya di sekitar kami.like me..i always cm t'dgr him coughing or calling my daughter's name.rindu sgt kot..rindu..rindu..rindu..rindu sgt...

y do i choose golbblog?

knp dlm byk2 nm..golbblog m'jd pilihan utk jd my blog name?ada beberapa sbb yg t'surat n t'sirat sbnrnya. yg t'surat..golb tu asalnya dr p'kataan blog yg dit'balikkn.so i think it's easier 2 remember it that way.idup kita ni pun slalunya x mcm yg kita rncgkn.sumtimes..apa yg kita x rncg or xnk lah yg kita akn dpt..btl x?so sumtimes..TUHAN nk uji kita dgn m't'balikkn apa2 yg tlh kita hajati or rncg.it's a kind of reminder for myself gak la..manusia xkan slalu berada di atas.segala yg b'laku adalah ketentuan ALLAH SWT.tp bkn sumenye kita harus letakkn pd ketentuan ALLAH..kita pun kenela b'usaha.

mksd yg t'sirat plak..goblok dlm bhs jawa b'maksud bodoh.aku hanyalah insan kerdil yg hina lg jahil yg menumpang teduh di bumi ALLAH yg fana ini.betapa bodohnya aku dlm m'jalani kehidupan ku selama ini.aku dikaburi dgn p'kara2 duniawi sehingga adakalanya aku lupa tggjwb2 ku t'hdp TUHAN ku.kegoblokan ku t'serlah bila aku telah t'slh langkah dlm m'buat satu keputusan penting dlm hidup ini.penyesalan yg tiada kesudahan benar2 m'buatkn aku rs goblok seumur hidup.aku bkn saja telah mengecewakn diriku sendiri malahan semua org yg memberi seluruh kepercayaan mereka kpdku.

namun..dgn kegoblokan yg telah aku tempuhi itu juga,byk yg aku belajar ttg kehidupan sbnr di dunia ini.dgn kegoblokan itulah aku menyedari ttg byk perkara yg aku tidak sedar selama ini..ntahlah..titisan airmata je yg mengiringi setiap kali t'ingt ttg betapa golbblog nya diri ini...

maafkan aku diriku..maafkan aku makabah..maafkan aku kpd sesiapa sahaja yg telah aku sakiti dgn ke golbblog kanku ini..

ABAH

x tau lg ape nk buat.kesian sgt tp mcm da xde pe yg blh dibuat.abah semakin hari semkn sakit..

terpanggil..

terpanggil plak nk update blog ni after reading my sis blog..lgpun bowing r kt tmpt keje ni.xde pe nk buat.klu dulu2 zmn sek. rajin menulis diary sbb ms tu i'm a very3 secretive person.x prnh nk cte mslh or kisah seharian pd owg lain even pd kwn2 pun.but..everything change after my hubby (yg waktu tu blm jd huby) muncul dlm my life.it's like a gift from God coz b4 that aku berada dlm kejahilan apakah makne cinta yg sbnr..cewah!

ape punya mengarut ni..sbnrnya nk cte psl kehidupan yg rsnya t'lalu cpt plak update..hehe..yela..dlm ms 2thn da ada 2org ank..aktif tul..huhu.tu nmnya rezeki kate laki ku yg tçinta.owg laen kawen 5 or 10thn ada yg msh x dikurniakn rezeki so alhamdulillah aku yg sgt subur ini telah pun ada 2 dgn sgt senang. senang pun x senang sgtla..yg nmnya beranak..tipula klu ada yg ckp senang.if normal..yg operate n amk epidural tu x aci.xleh nk kira.ble branak normal ni..kita lbh merasai cabarannya..

tp,ble baby da lahir..semua kesakitan yg dirasai berbaloi2.ble tgk si kecik terkedip2 kt ats perut mumy,its d hapiest moment in my life ever..hilang sume kesakitan yg tdnya rsnya mcm da xmo idup lg dah..tobat la kononnya tp rupanya..tobat sambal belacan je bak kate owg tua2.sbbnya,tobat sekejap je..ble da ilang sakit mmg x serik nk ada ank lg..ank tu anugerah terindah dr ALLAH SWT.hopefully,my huby n me blh memikul tggjwb ini dgn sebaiknya..

my first baby is:





FITRA NURAISYA BALQIS
1YEAR 5MNTHS










my 2nd one:





FALIQ QAF ZUQARNAIN
3MNTHS







TO MY DAUGHTER N SON..i will always love u 'll till d end of time..

Love is the vital essence that pervades and permeates, from the center to the circumference, the graduating circles of all thought and action. Love is the talisman of human weal and woe - the open sesame to every soul.
~ Elizabeth Cady Stanton

MY LOVELY HUBBY

LOVE

Love gives us copious potions of delight,

Of pain and ecstasy, and peace and care;

Love leads us upward, to the mountain height,

And, like an angel, stands beside us thee;

Then thrusts us, demon-like, in some abyss:

Where, in the darkness of despair, we grope,

Till, suddenly, Love greets us with a kiss

And guides us back to flowery fields of hope.

Love makes all wisdom seem but poorest folly,

And yet the simplest mind with Love grows wise,

The gayest heart he teaches melancholy,

Yet glorifies the erstwhile brooding eyes.

Love lives on change, and yet at change Love mocks,

For Love's whole life is one great paradox.

How Does Love Speak?

How does Love speak?

In the faint flush upon the tell-tale cheek,

And in the pallor that succeeds it; by

The quivering lid of an averted eye -

The smile that proves the parent of a sigh:

Thus doth Love speak.

How does Love speak?

By the uneven heart-throbs, and the freak

Of bounding pulses that stand still and ache

While new emotions, like strange barges, make

Along vein-channels their disturbing course,

Still as the dawn, and with the dawn's swift force:

Thus doth Love speak.

How does Love speak?

In the avoidance of that which we seek

The sudden silence and reserve when near;

The eye that glistens with an unshed tear;

The joy that seems the counterpart of fear,

As the alarmed heart leads in the breast,

And knows, and names, and greets its godlike

guest:

Thus doth Love speak.

How does Love speak?

In the proud spirit suddenly grown meek,

The haughty heart grown humble; in the tender

And unnamed light that floods the world with

splendour;

In the resemblance which the fond eyes trace

In all fair things to one beloved face;

In the shy touch of hands that thrill and tremble;

In looks and lips that can no more dissemble:

Thus doth Love speak.

How does Love speak?

In wild words that uttered seem so weak

They shrink ashamed to silence; in the fire

Glance strikes with glance, swift flashing high and

higher,

Like lightnings that precede the mighty storm

In the deep, soulful stillness; in the warm,

Impassioned tide that sweeps thro' throbbing

veins,

Between the shores of keen delights and pains;

In the embrace where madness melts in bliss,

And in the convulsive rapture of a kiss:

Thus doth Love speak.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

BODYGUARD NIN & KINAH

HAQEEMI & HAZIQ ADAM IDRAKI




NUR ZARA IMAN DIN,EJA,ZAM,SERIN,PEJAL,YOA,AYANG,AIZAH,YAH



same like parents..siblings pun are part of important elements in our life. i consider org2 yg ada rmi siblings as very lucky coz i like many people in d house. mcm meriah jek klu kite dikelilingi oleh org2 t'syg. mcm diowg dlm gamba ni..sume palotak bkn btl sgt (bkn gila) tp only them can u'stand who i am. sbb palotak aku pun bkn elok beno. ni ms my weding day. sume org cm hapy jek (mayb laa)..bebende yg x dibuat ms owg lain kawen sume nk dibuatnya. cabutan b'tuah utk owg rewangla..msk itula..msk inila..nyanyi sakanla..last2 sume org pnt sakan..hehehe. ala,lgpun pasni da xde wed in my famili xcept 4 my nephews and nieces.i am lucky 2 hav them as my siblings & in laws. hope 4 hapiness & prosperity in my family..

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